1. |
your wake
02:45
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it was dark for awhile
i couldn't sleep without your
name coming up
it was so cold without you
growing old without you
i aged two years in a couple of months, but
my lost baby, my broken heart
good company for a shitty apartment
there's a shallow sense of security
when I tell myself it was you who left me
you who left me
or did I leave you?
or did I leave you?
or did I leave you?
maybe you left me, too...
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2. |
burden
03:52
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i can't help but remember
a year ago
went to your parents'
In western mass
and i don't know
why i ever
trusted you
i felt sorry for myself
february
was the month
i convinced myself
that the snow
on the ground
would never melt
and i felt stuck, frozen
forever cold
when i decided
to try this on my own
lost a lover
lost a friend
lost a hulking, hurtful burden
i lost a home
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3. |
sleepy weepy sunday
02:30
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dear momma:
i wish i could seeya
(i'm saying that i miss you)
but i know
that i'll soon come home.
(any minute now)
dear jesus:
i have a death wish.
(won't someone get me on out of here?)
i'm so sorry
but i still cling to life.
(i'm here and i'm stayin')
and i just keep counting
the days 'til he takes me
and i don't know how to act
when i'm lying on my back.
will the sun keep shining
the snow keep falling
if i were to disappear
just like i always imagined?
dear springtime:
you couldn't be farther
so i'll hold
on a little longer
just to see you again.
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4. |
:,,)
03:33
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i've been thinking about
how to feel safe
without a body
next to mine
next to nothing
on the earth
can lift me up
the way that you do
it hurts
that i can't find that
in my body
in my soul
i’m so broken
by the weight of the world
cross my heart
hope you cry
hope you think about me
on the day that i die
it’s not tomorrow
wonder how long
i’ll feel my body
holding tight onto my soul
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5. |
marigold, i miss you
01:34
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o! marigold
when i was small
you saved my life
and now i'm old.
o! marigold
you snuggled up my feet
when they were cold.
and it hurts so bad
that your body's trashed.
but you're not trash to me.
death will set your spirit free!
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6. |
ur baby
02:17
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if i said i was your baby
would you have me losin' sleep?
i don't know what kinda time i got
but at least i'll cut my teeth
and if you leave me in the morning
i'll turn over a new leaf
as the years pass, i will wonder:
"did you ever think of me?"
you could call me on the weekend
and if i didn't want to speak
maybe you could tape a voicemail
just to tell me 'bout your week
i know someday you'll lose my number
just to think it makes me weak
but right now, i'm feeling close to you
are you feeling close to me?
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7. |
we all went out!!
03:01
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the search of you, spread out
you, with empty brindle
the moss laid on out
we slept outside
i was touched out back!
we split our arms like wood
you picked up my blurred lip
the night crashed!
we all went out!
the search of you, spread out
you, with empty brindle
the moss laid on out
we slept outside
i was touched out back!
we split our arms like wood
you picked up my blurred lip
the night crashed!
we all went out!
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Hannah Sandoz Chicago, Illinois
music that holds you while you cry
based in chicago
guitar + vox + live electronics
hannahsandoz55@gmail.com
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