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To Love and Loss!

by Hannah Sandoz

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1.
leaves fall on my head rain falls on my head everything above me falls onto my head (howling) my dog wrote this part he sang with me at my parents piano
2.
over stair 04:18
walking somewhere going nowhere your hands in my hair your feet on my feet over stair i invite you to my house you invite me to your house i'll make coffee in the morning while your louse bites my louse my louse cemetery who will bury me will it be under a tree will my relatives' friends miss me the kids in your class hate the kids in my class but it's ok i'll fit my pants on my ass and the ants in the grass at day at day walking somewhere going nowhere your hands in my hair (x5) your feet on my feet over stair
3.
maybe i don't know how lucky i am maybe i take these kinds of things for granted maybe i don't know why i've got the resources i do maybe i wish i knew how to help you i just can't help but hate you i can't connect to people who don't treat me like a human being i can't connect to men who are large and loud and hateful i wish i could share my heart with you i wish that my mom could be your mom too but i wouldn't wish her the hurt that was inflicted by you but the thing is i can hate you if i need to but i can also forgive you i can also forgive you i can also forgive you forgive you (x13)
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you called my hair the perfect shade of brown just before i skipped town and i knew from the start i was too much for you but i thought your eyes were the perfect shade of blue just like somebody i once knew but brooklyn boys don't jive with small town girls like me i have yet to find a lover who finds my sleep-talk sexy and i won't go to the edges of the earth to search for you, or anybody, (not even L.A.) (whistling solo) you called my hair the perfect shade of brown just before i skipped town and i knew from the start i was too much for you but i thought your eyes were the perfect shade of blue just like somebody i once knew but brooklyn boys don't jive with small town girls like me i have yet to find a lover who finds my sleep-talk sexy and i won't go to the edges of the earth to search for you, or anybody, (not even L.A.)
5.
i'll never feel okay here 'cause this is not my home no number of warm layers can insulate my skin against this cold yeah i'm trying no i'm trying to cheer up nicotine and candy helps me get to saturday i'll bitch and moan about it when i get a stomachache yeah it's my fault just like last time i'm a stranger to this world i have no doubt about it that we'll meet again someday i'll take your hands in mine with a big smile on my face all forgiveness no conditions you're an angel on this earth i wanna see what's out there i wanna scratch my skin i wanna have the sense of curiosity i did when i was ten crying thru a hi-pass a voicemail i'll regret but if i can't beg forgiveness then i'll hopefully forget
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i tried so desperately and i let myself down and i try to be gentle with me but i fuck it up somehow and i'll die alone one day not a flower on my grave i guess i love to pity myself or i wouldn't have it any other way

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released August 15, 2021

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Hannah Sandoz Chicago, Illinois

music that holds you while you cry

based in chicago

guitar + vox + live electronics
hannahsandoz55@gmail.com

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